on unfinished books

some times i am not able to finish a book and i feel its perfectly  normal to drop them back to the library maybe the story is not for us maybe its better like that .

book 

my new love calligraphy

this was on my wish list since long and i believe in ticking my things to do list
so since past few days this is keeping me busy
i am using procreate app and writing sheets to practice
can't wait to explore more ideas and illustrations soon
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calligraphy 

why i loved the wife between us

since past few days i was doing slow reading the reason can be the books i was reading non fiction prose and other short stories i found this book looking back in the library and the comparison with gone girl was the reason why i picked this book and when i started reading had to finish it to get rid of the many clouds perfect when you are travelling nd you have few hours by your side to indulge in this book and yes i loved the characters nellie and vanessa

the books i am loving right now

the books with i feel i will remember

books

- new american stories

language is a drug, but a short story cannot be smoked.you can't inject it.stories don't come bottled as a cream. all these words on the cover were enough to ask me pull this book out from the shelf.

- the penguin book of the contemporary british short stories

i love books with yellow cover but that's not the reason i picked this book i could see the name of the authors flashing back neil gaiman, ali smith and few more who i know through their words.

decluttering mind or home what's more important?

sometimes I feel I get too lost in art and words i don't know if its good or bad but i do feel because of this i ignore my own home i don't remember where i have left what so these few months before i will be picking one room and organising it in other words declutter it
i have been reading few books i will be listing them here soon

book i loved the wisdom of Rilke

my first introduction with Rilke was through the bookt letters to a young poet his book taught me a lot about poets life and philosophy for now its the wisdom of rilke which is on my bedside table some of few topics which i loved in this book is his insight on art language nd love.

some of the favourite quotes from this book.

language 

in what soil of misery we poet moles are digging around, never sure where we will push up and who might devour us at that very spot where we stick our dusty nose out of the soil.

art

art presents itself asa way of life, not unlike religion, science and socialism. it differs from these other modes of understanding only in that it is not a product of its time and appears, as it were, as the worldview of the ultimate goal.

love

there is no force in the world but love, and when you carry it within you, if you simply have it, even if you remain baffled as to how to use it, it will work its radiant effect and help you out of and beyond yourself one must never lose this belief , one must simply (and if it were nothing else}endure in it.

book review - my friend my enemy - Ismat Chughtai

This book on non fiction by Ismat Chughtai has many windows about the life which I have not seen. I specially loved the essay on Manto by her in which she painted about his life in a tragic way.
the essay my friend my enemy show two sides of her life while one part talk about her good heart the other part talks what she couldn't understand in manto

some of my favourite quotes.

"will god break this brass shell one day and come out."

"now it doesn't matter if the world refers to the heroine of contemporary literature as immodest or repugnant because our times have allocated the status of a heroine to her.She is the brick formed as a result of history's upheavals, a brick that has found its place in the construction design."

"literature and life, literature and society, and literature and history go hand in hand. If any of these is separated from the other it will be destroyed altogether. In other words, a vacuum will be created is literature is cut off from life and the hero is separated from the heroine.