Thursday, July 30, 2015

why I write - a poem

why I write - a poem

since past few months
I wrote a lot
And maybe by doing
That exposed a lot
Some stories from
My past ...
Some memories
Which I cherish in
My heart ..
My pain hidden in
My longing for
Moon & star,,, and
By writing my heart
Out I got to know
What I am made up of .,,,
Now I am so much in
Love with words
That its difficult to
Stay apart from them,,,
Maybe some soul connection
From past but I realised
Quiet late,,,
I never knew that
Rainfall would make me
Insane ,,,
I would be lost in moon
And star always ,,
Just looking at amethyst
Sky I would feel like
Writing a Story ...
It feels now I belong there
And by mistake I am
Human being ...
So yes it makes me happy
But it painful too
Its not easy to write all
The way I do
But now writing has
Become dairy of life
Will continue to do
Till I am living ...


thorn of glass - a poem

We all need
Thorn of glass
To prick us
sometime in life
To make us
Realise who we
Really are or
We keep taking
Wrong stride ,,,
Unless there is
Self reflection
In our own heart
We are living a
Dead life with a
Beating heart inside ....
When we look
Back & read our
book of life there
Should be smile
On our face when
See the faded tears
With words written
In it...
With time there
Will be blackout
Of memory and maybe
Our beautiful mind
Wont think the same
Then maybe I will Sit
Back and read my words
To keep myself sane ,...
Writing is just
Chaotic embrace for me
With life and a vent to
Pour out my feelings
For things which
Choke me inside,...


Saturday, July 25, 2015

transformation - a poem

Transformation - A poem

Just like a small
Bud transforms
Into lotus while
floating I water
You have unfurled
My soul and now
I know myself more ...
I am no more
what I was
I have left it
Behind somewhere
Change was needed
I know but such
 I never expected....
Maybe you were
Supposed to be
Reason for this
Or I wouldn't have
Walked on this path ahead
I was floating vaguely
You showed Me the direction ahead
So I leave a
Trail of undressed
Thoughts daily to
Die and live again
Bleeding words
Continuously to
Cure inevitable ache
And breathe again ...
Maybe one day
Will have answers
To all questions
In my mind
Why I heard
Whisper of unlaced dream
& started with page one
Of new life ...
Now I feel my
Inner core &
Talk to myself more
I never knew so
Many things about
Myself so yes this
Transformation was
Much needed...


Wednesday, July 15, 2015

did I just hear you - a poem

Did I just hear you
Call out my name
Or my mind is
Again playing a game
Did you just missed
Me and sighed
Or its my heart
Making me insane ,..
Did you just
Wiped my tears
Or summer rain
Washed it away
Did you just
Kissed my forehead
Or its the
Butterflies mistake ....
Did you
Just whispered
Me a verse
Or its my own
Murmur of words
Did you just
Walked across
Or I am again
deaming with
Open eyes.....
Did you
Just closed
My eyes or
Its my satin eyes
Drooping by
Did you tell me
You will come
In my dream
Or its my heart
Imagining thing,...
Did you
Just wake me up
Or its the sunrays
Tickling my face
Did you whispered
Good morning in
My ears or its
The birds chirping
On the trees....

Monday, July 13, 2015

things that make me smile - a poem

When rain falls on
Dried up leaves
Giving a feeling
That you caressing
My scars....
Butterfly flutters
So near making me
Feel that you near
Whispering sweet musing
In my ears ...
When balmy breeze
Wafts in through window
Touching my
Trembling hand
When I write my musing ...
Spilled ink mixed
With tears on paper
Reminding me of
Time when I missed u
While writing ....
Sheaf of pages
Of scrawled across
Memories kept somewhere
This and so many
More things
Are the things which
Make me smile my love ..
As you are with me always
Living in a part of my heart
And my wandering soul
Is happy with You in
My heart,..

Saturday, July 11, 2015

with each breathe miss you everyday - a poem

moonglow falls
On sleeping stars
Adding more glimmer
To their spark ....
Cerulean blue sea
Glitters with light
Moonlight forming
Mangata on it...
Sitting there
Drying my tears away
With trembling hands
I write verse for you
Wishing dancing
In the wind my
Words travel to you
Lighting the sky
With words of light
As I know somewhere
You will be waiting
For my reply
trace the sleepy stars
U will know with each breathe
I miss you everyday
Waiting for you to
Come back so we can be
Together Again,,,

Friday, July 10, 2015

words help me breathe - a poem

In my satin eyes
I have many dreams
If you look closely
You will Be lost
In the cerulean depth
Of the eyeballs but
Still wont be able
To decipher what all
Is hidden there ....
Had forgotten to live
My eyes had forgotten
To see dream
Then with awakening
I realised
That life is passing by
And since then I haven't
Its been a roller coaster
Ride for my exiled  heart
If you read slowly my verse
You will find hidden meaning there
Few dark angels in my life
Taught me lot all the while
Breaking me open to say it all
Whenever I would reach
Melting point and wouldn't tolerate
So yes I am living a new life
Words help me breathe and in
Words I want to die
Within I am free to
Say it all words give me
Wings to cross thousand miles,..

within I am free - a poem

I am wandering soul
But I am bounded by
Many things,...
My exiled heart beats
But is controlled
By other beings
Tender yearning
Of my heart
I take out by writing
Tame the uncontrollable
Desire by scrawling it
Across as musing
Crossing line between
Pain and; joy
I am living my life
Not defeated by way of
Life I have wanderlust
In my eyes
Like building block
I play with the words daily
Stacking them together
By weaving poetry
So yes though my
Life is chaotic
Within I am free
From everything
I have my own
Serene space in my
Heart which brings me
Peace and keeps me going...

Thursday, July 9, 2015

scrawling across memories - a poem

to live
This kind of life
Where I fight daily
Battle through words
Writing my pain out
No this was not my
Choice but when
Writing heals my scars
Makes me love my flaws
No I don't want to stop
Crossing lines between
Fiction & reality
I weave my words
Sometimes straight
From heart other
Time to take the
Pain out....
Waking the forgotten
Marvelling at the time
Crossing 1000 miles
To reach peoples heart
Tame uncontrollable
Tender yearning of heart
With no return to my
Normal life I write on
Scrawling across pages
Memories closet to my heartv,...

like a candle i am burning - a poem

I am someone
Unfit in this
Normal World
Yet trying to
build my space
Through words
Writing my heart
New found solace
Helps me live better
One day I will be gone
Leaving my words behind
They well gleam like star
In your heart and
Maybe you will
Know me better
A bit weird ,outspoken
Too much emotional
That's how I am
Yes I'm flawed
Bit scarred maybe
But that's me
I don't want to be
Loved by all
But when I love I
Do it from my heart
Come closer only if
You can heal me
Or there's a raging inferno
Which can burn your soul
Like a hollow moon
I want to shine with words
With trembling hands
I want to keep writing
Till I die
No need to break me
Open to know me
Read my words
You will reach my heart
So till I live let me breathe
Let me say it all through words
Like a candle I am burning
Leaving trail of words,..